~*~pOeMs~*~

.*.bad boy.*.
I don't know what it is about that bad boy style
all I know is it drives me wild
every time I see you I can't help but smile
all the cute and thugish thing u do
make me wanna stay with u awhile
so you better hurry up and take u pick
cuz u just might be missing out on one bad lil' chick!

A crush is a ton of mush
even though it isn't a rush
you luv someone till the end
and consider them more then a friend
you like there presence and there style
being w/ them is worth while
you always laugh at there jokes
and always offer to share a coke
trying to impress them isn't easy
when your by them you get queasy
there special then all the rest
and you hope they think your the best
if they ask you out it'll be to hard not to pout
because the person you have a crush on
is the best guy around
just beware there always bound

y do i always end up thinkin of u,
your voice your smile,everything you do
at 1st i thought this would never work out,
i thought we would never last, without a doubt,
but i think i m starting to c what no 1 else could that it seemed,
no1 else would, we r perfect 4 each other,
without a doubt, and this time it really will work out

for all the times u made me cry
and walked away saying good bye
i cared for u, for us
u can't tell me that this was just lust
all those nights under the stars now u're away
so far next time i won't fall for u or someone
out of the blue think about it next time u hurt a gurl
u just might destroy her whole world

..Undreamable love..
Holding ur handz & kissing u
Feelin ur sweet & soft lipz too
Cuddlin keepin each other warm
U keepin me safe from harm
Under the starz tonight
Along with the moonlight
Realizing this is reality
Cuz wit u dreamz can neva compare
To all da thingz we have shared
Cuz our love is undreamable

I hate the way you look at me.
And the way you act so weird.
I hate the way you have no clue.
I hate it when you're far, not near.
I hate your stupid everything.
And the way you have no fears.
I hate you so much it makes me sick-
It even makes some tears.
I hate the way I talk to you.
I hate it when you're mad.
I hate it when you make me happy.
Even worse when you make me mad.
I hate it that you're just my friend.
And the fact that you don't care.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit.
It's just not fair.

**what is love?**
Love is seeing him how no one else does
Love is when u no hes not perfect but u see him perfectly
Love is thinking about him day and night
Love is when he means the world to you
Love is when noone else nos how you feel
Love is the best feeling u can feel

Love~
yes i know what love is
I new it when i got to know u
U took my hart Then of course you shatterd it like glass
So baby never tell me i dont know what it is like to love

You said you knew I loved you
And I thought it was true!
But come to find out,
I never loved you
I know love don't last forever
But I still wanted to try
All the pain and tears I still had left to cry
My best friend said it wouldn't last
But I thought she was just mad at me
Then I got real mad at her
And said just wait and see
I guess she was right in the first place
That I should have kept my distance from you
But if she saw you like I did she would love you too!
My head said you should try it
But my heart said, yet again
That I should have listened to the voice of my best friend!!!
Well know my heart'z in pieces becuz of one thing: the male race!!!

Neva say I love u
if it isn't really there
Neva talk bout feelings
if you really don't care
Neva hold my hand
if u'r gonna break my heart
Neva say u are gonna
If u dont plan to start
Neva look into my eyes I
f all u do is lie
Neva say hello
If u realy mean goodbye
If u realy mean foreva
Then please say ull try ..
Never say forever..
Because forever makes me cry..

**********Boyz***********
** A heart is not a plaything **
** A heart is not a toy **
** But if u want yours broken **
** Just give it to a boy **
** Boys they like to play with things **
** To see what makes them run **
** But when it comes to kissing **
** They will do it just for fun **
** They never give thier hearts away **
** They play us girls for fools**
** They wait till we give our hearts **
** And then they play it cool **
** You will wonder where he is at night **
** You will wonder if hes true **
** One minute you will be happy **
** One minute you will be blue **
** So to fall in love with a boy **
** That takes alot of nerve **
** You see my friend you need a man **
** To get what you deserve **

I climbed up the door and opened the stairs,
Said my pajamas and put on my prayers,
Then I turned off the bed and crawled into the light,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
Next morning I woke up and scrambled my shoes,
Picked up my eggs and toasted the news,
I couldn't tell my left from right,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
That evening at last I felt normal again,
So I picked up my mother and called the phone,
I spoke to the puppy and threw Dad a bone,
Even at midnight the sun was still bright,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!

*~*From a distance*~*
From a distance I watch him
And there is no controling his mind or his heart
For i am just watching with a smile so grim
It is ripping me apart I cannot change him
He loves her and thats the way it has to be
Because I am afraid he does not love me
And its sad to say
That he feels this way!

---Playa---
I sit here and wonder if your really into me
Or if you just like what you see
Im not a stupid gurl
So don't play me for a fool
If you think im just along for the ride
Im not into that game
Im really beginning to like what i see in you
Im hoping maybe you like me too

I Always Imagine Your Gentle Touch
If Only You Knew I Felt This Much
Not Being With You I'm Falling Apart
Cuz I Don't Know How To Get To Your Heart
If You Could Only See The Luv In My Eyes
Of All Those Nights I Sat And Cried
Just Look At Me I'm Standing Here
Just Call Out My Name And I'll Be There
How Long The Wait, I Don't Know
When That Day Comes I'll Let It Show
If Only You Knew My Feelings For You
I'll Stay Hopeful You'll Feel The Same Way Too

I always thought U+Me=Never,
You made me believe me it meant forever,
When you said that, I believed it was true,
Even my friends believed i wuz the one for you.
*
I felt I'd known you all my life
Even thought I'd only known you a year.
When you dumped me, I felt like my heart had been cut w/a knife,
That day wuz the day I saw you smear.
*
For weeks I cried, And for weeks I tried,
For weeks all i did was long...
Then I realized, from the beginning, I was rite, and u were wrong.

-Friends-
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss,
If you are my friend, please answer me this:
Are we friends, or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot.
So tell me now, and tell me true,
So I can say "I'm here for you."
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the one I won't forget.
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven and wait for you,
I'll give the angels back their wings
And risk the loss of everything.
There isn't a thing I wouldn't do,
To have a friend just like you!

i should have thought faster
i didnt have a clue
i was irrational and what not
but i should have came to you
the sad thing is, you came back
trying to bring me home
ur eyes were filled with so many tears
oh...now i feel so alone
why couldn't i look past the void
that kept us far apart
i couldn't find a way to forgive you
because u had broken my heart
and now it's all so different
we both changed a lot
u moved on and found a girl
it's like you just forgot
while im slowly punishing myself
for not figuring out why
and im completely lost and so confused
because i CANT say good bye

*Near to the door*
*he paused to stand*
*as he took his class ring*
*off her hand*
*all who were watching*
*did not speak* *as a silent tear*
*ran down his cheek*
*and through his mind*
*the memories ran*
*of the moments they walked*
*and ran in the sand hand and hand*
*but now her eyes were so terrible cold*
*for he would never again*
*have her to hold*
*they watched in silence*
*as he bent near*
*and whispered the words..*
*"I LOVE YOU" in her ear*
*he touched her face and started to cry*
*as he put on his ring and wanted to die*
*and just then the wind began to blow*
*as they lowered her casket*
*into the snow....*
*this is what happens*
*to man alive.....*
*when friends let friends....*
*drink and drive.*

We've been through so much, more than ne 1 can see...
friends forever we will be...
since we were little we'd be scrappen r knees...
now we be scrappen r hearts playa pleaz...
i know we've had so many rough times...
but we can't forget about the funny times...
stealen the truck getten drunk with boys...
when we get our carz we'll be pumpin some noise...
when we grow up we can't forget each other...
i love you like a sister or maybe a brother...
but i hope we don't grow apart from each other...
cuz your the best friend unlike no other!!!

-I'll be there-
*When no one is there for you*
*And you think no one cares*
*When the whole world walks out on you*
*And you think you're alone*
*I'll be there*
*When the one you care about the most*
*Could care less about you*
*When the one you gave your heart to*
*Throws it in your face*
*I'll be there*
*When the person you trusted*
*Betrays you*
*When the person you share all your memories with*
*Cant even remember your birthday*
*I'll be there*
*When all you need is a friend*
*To listen to you whine*
*When all you need is someone*
*To catch your tears*
*I'll be there*
* When your heart hurts so bad*
* You cant even breathe*
* When you just want to crawl up and die*
*I'll be there*
*When you start to cry*
*After hearing that sad song*
*When the tears just won't*
*Stop falling down*
*I'll be there*
*So you see I'll be there until the end*
*This is a promise I can make*
*If you ever need me*
*Just give me a call and...*
*I'll be there...*

People lie
People die
Then people sit
And wonder why
*
Boys are bad
Boys are sad
Boys get upset
Cuz the girls been had
*
Girls are nice
Girls think twice
But we wonder why
Boys have a price

No sleep last night,
too busy thinkin of you.
I was tryin to figure out how I could fix things,
but I can't.
You wouldn't want me to anyway,
so I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow.
And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared.
*It hurt bad.
I shouldn't waste my tears, I know.
It's kind of too late to say that.
I've already unleashed thousands,
cuz every thought I ever had
was about you.
And every dream I ever wished
came true -
when you entered my life.
And now you're slowly disappearing,
so I didn't sleep last night.

~TrUtH~
to live is to love,
to love is to feel,
to feel is to hurt,
to hurt is to lose,
to lose is to hate,
to hate is to heal,
to heal is to change,
to change is to risk,
to risk is to love
Love is a risk everyone takes,
some of us win,
some of us lose,
it's a lottery of hearts,
you never know what to expect,
just keep playing the odds and pray for the best

It's gonna be Alright"
Minutes after the big fight,
I realized it wasn't right.
I heard the yelling in my head,
But all I saw was a sea of red.
Then that night I laid awake in bed,
And reviewed all the mean things that I had said.
Then the intense red calmed to a blue,
And I knew the things I had to do.
I shouldn't have said the things I did,
I was just being a stupid kid.
I'm glad that you understood,
Because I didn't think that you would.
I had, had a bad day and I thought that you knew,
Either way I shouldn't have taken it out on you.
Now the blue faded to a white,
And I smiled knowing everything would be all right.

Love
As lovers sit beside each other
eye to eye they see
how meening full and full of love
each other shall always be
Love they say is to strong for words
and to strong to throw around
but nothing feels more like love
then listening to their hearts' which pound
Love is the most incredible feeling
one usually describes with sighs
you can feel the warmth and respect
when you look in to your lovers eyes
If Love should ever come within two hearts
their souls will colide into one
Then life will turn into a wonderful place
and seem there is good to be done

~*~*~*~*~3 Seconds~*~*~*~*~
3 seconds to say I luv yew
3 hours to explain
How yew can luv me
But cause me all dis pain
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Yew leave mah hart wid grieve
& yew cause me to cry
So I'll give yew a kiss
& tell yew good-bye
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
My hart still wunts yew hea
But mah mind seys "NO"
So I'll find anotha place
& sumhwea to go
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I'll luv yew foreva
& I hope we can still b frenz
But dis is how it happens
Dis is how it ends